Seven Days of Harmonisation

Juliette.

2011-07-10T11:49:00.003+08:00

Things have been missing lately. I wonder where did they go.

Waiting for Romeo!! :D

Thirteen.

2011-05-20T18:41:00.000+08:00

13th thing I miss about being in Taiwan: the people you meet there.

A kind Japanese couple. :D And more. To be revealed...

Twelve.

2011-05-19T21:01:00.002+08:00

12th thing I miss about being in Taiwan: taking a picture on a chair!

was thinking of things to do while waiting for the others. :D

Eleven.

2011-05-18T21:15:00.000+08:00

11th thing I miss about being in Taiwan: Talking to the hollow tree.

Yes. I talked to the tree. Hope it keeps our promise of not telling it to somebody else~

Ten.

2011-05-17T16:19:00.004+08:00

10th thing I miss about being in Taiwan: eating ice-cream on a cold day

It's was freezing. I couldn't understand why the others don't seem to feel cold at all. The wind was so strong. D: Poor me. Luckily I wasn't blown away. Thanks to the gigantic wind breaker from Mi Xue which added weigh onto me. :D

Nine.

2011-05-16T21:09:00.001+08:00

9th thing I miss about being in Taiwan: Getting to wear a wind breaker for the first time in my life and look like an eskimo.

They say I looked like a lion too. But I seriously thought I looked cute D: This picture looked like we were photoshopped into a picture taken in the olden days with a nice scenery. Don't you think so?

Eight.

2011-05-15T19:44:00.002+08:00

8th thing I miss about being in Taiwan: being in 自由广场, feeling so damn cold and yet posing with the soldier.

Who could stand like that for the whole day? Wah~ Maybe we should put this who-poses-the-longest activity into our drama lessons.

Seven.

2011-05-14T19:39:00.002+08:00

7th thing I miss about being in Taiwan: walking on a suspended bridge

It's actually very HIGH!! Plus, it was raining, making the wood slippery, adding risk in falling down!! SCARY!!!

Six.

2011-05-13T19:26:00.001+08:00

Sixth thing I miss about being in Taiwan: being with old and new friends

Jia Rong! :D I love you!!

Five.

2011-05-12T19:15:00.003+08:00

5th thing I miss about being in Taiwan: that it's so cold you could see your breathe.

Attempt in capturing our breath FAILED. But we could really see the mist out of our breathe!

Four.

2011-05-11T19:31:00.002+08:00

4th thing I miss about being in Taiwan: the strong wind that can kill.

Wind was everywhere around us. Yup. You'll understand what I mean if you happen to go to Taiwan during 寒流~

Three.

2011-05-10T19:30:00.003+08:00

3rd thing I miss about being in Taiwan: the huge rocks in Yeliu

Wind eroded rocks. I was like a little kid seeing toys for the first time in my life. Nature... :D

Two.

2011-05-09T18:56:00.002+08:00

2nd thing I miss about being in Taiwan: wearing jackets and scarfs

One.

2011-05-08T19:26:00.002+08:00

Things I miss about being in Taiwan: striking poses you don't even know what is it and taking crazy picture

Excuses?

2011-04-21T20:03:00.005+08:00

What is wrong with you? How could you be so... selfish? Like it's yours. Like you've worked hard for it. Like you've failed a million times just to get it right once. Like it was never mine. What is in your mind? Just yourself? For the sake of fame? And give us up? What is this? You were the one who said you'll treasure us forever. I guess... this is what humans are capable of doing, lying. Maybe you did not realise, but your eyes have become two pools of lies. This little act might mean nothing to you nor anyone else, but these little little actions you do are the ones that define your true character. And you're not even resentful over your actions. Isn't this a little too contradicting? That you were the one always wanting this to work out? Stop giving yourself excuses, you should know what you did was wrong and there's nothing you can say to make it right anymore. Do you actually think people will believe your excuses? They just don't say it out to hurt you. Remember, silence does not mean consent. Stop pretending. It's not working, anymore.

Thank you. Thank you for making my life so INTERESTING.

西风的话

2011-04-17T00:42:00.004+08:00

去年我回來　你們剛穿新棉袍
今年我來看你們　你們變胖又變高
你們可記得　池裡荷花變蓮蓬
花少不愁沒有顏色　我把樹葉都染紅
今晨的夢裡　樹上猴子穿新衣
鼓號吹奏的章魚　路過森林下著雨
滴哩噠啦哩噠　噠哩　桃花變成了狐狸
迷路的樂隊在哭泣　人生也許是個謎
花少不愁沒顏色　我把樹葉都染

Hurts.

2011-04-09T16:15:00.004+08:00

It's not the first time, and I believe there's more to come. As long as we live, I doubt it will ever end.

For days I've been shedding my tears in the room, all alone wondering why does this always happen to me? Is it really me that has always been the problem? Or is it just life, that everyone of us are fated to be betrayed, backstabbed and left out? For years I've been looking at you, waiting, hoping that you would look at me for once without me always being the first to make the move but to no avail.

My heart hurts every time this happens. I tried voicing out the problem but nobody seems to be listening to what I say every time.

It feels as if staying beside me is the hardest thing ever for you to do. As if every minute spent with me is a waste. As if I'm trapping you, and you're always trying to escape away from me. As if I'm a monster. As if you're living with a stranger. It hurts. It hurts seeing you wishing you were somewhere else rather than stay with me. It hurts. It hurts knowing that when you do everything, I'm never in your consideration. It hurts. It hurts that I always have to make the first move. It hurts. It hurts that I try so much to maintain this friendship but you don't care. It hurts. It hurts that I'm always the only alone doing everything. It hurts alot. So much that I've thought if we should just end it.

Who do you think you are? Running around leaving scars.

Tea.

2011-03-05T22:12:00.003+08:00

A little hint on what's next.

Yes. It's exam. I should be sitting next to the study table and not the computer table. While everyone is working very hard to not sleep when studying and STUDY, here I am. AHHHHH~ Taiwan's making me super duper hyper. I can't wait!! I've never been on an airplane! (yes, don't laugh) I've been thinking about it the whole day~ Time... can past by so fast yet so slow... It's so near yet so far~ yes. I'm been thinking about it the whole day. SO please, let tuesday and thursday pass by faster. ;]

Milk. Yes, MILK.

Perfection.

2011-02-19T21:26:00.002+08:00

Was praying very hard last year hoping SS3 in Malaysia would be after my exams. Haiz. No use. I would be in Taiwan then. This is so sad and depressing. D: I want to go... Fine then, at least I would be doing something when the concert's on. Not like last year, sitting in front of the computer reading other people's updates of the concert, which is very miserable. .__________. Well then, I'll just hope that one day when SHINee comes to Malaysia, I would be able to go to their concert. *prays hard*

Ahh again, during exam time. SM really likes releasing their artiste's album during my exams, huh?! NOPE JANE. This year is SPM year. CONCENTRATE. STUDY. THESE CAN COME LATER. and so, I'll try very hard not to use the computer during the examination. Remember, scold me if I do. Thank you. :D

Despise.

2011-02-15T11:50:00.004+08:00

I've actually written a long post about this problem, but I think I'm not gonna post it. Just incase you come backstabbing me again.

Please, treat others like how you want others to treat you.

Spring.

2011-02-01T21:10:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year in advance!
I'll be in Ipoh as usual.
Don't miss me!
I know you will XP

SICK & ILL

2011-01-31T22:18:00.003+08:00

LEE MEI XIAN.
If you're going through hell, keep going.

haha.
Get well soon.
Love ya!

Do you still remember that it's OUR dream?

2011-01-20T17:31:00.006+08:00

I don't expect you to sacrifice all your time in this, but just a little. Is it that difficult for you? I can never understand you. You said you want it, but on the other hand you're doing everything that's indicating you're not wanting it. You lie, you procrastinate, you give me lame excuses. What does this mean? Are you trying to tell me you're giving up already? When we haven't even started?! Is this what you want? You disappoint me again and again and I'm giving you another chance. Please, appreciate it or else don't blame me for being cruel. This is suppose to be a dream we should be fighting for together, not alone. Is is that you're afraid of the hard work you have to do? Or is it just that you've totally lose interest in it? I hope you could just keep your promise that we'll do this together and not give up. I hope, you really do change, not ever giving the impression to others that you're good at acting but a lazy bump.

So many things have been happening lately,
so mind me for my obsession for the dream I'm dreaming for it to come true.

That memorable day.

2011-01-17T18:46:00.010+08:00

So.. it was Agnes, Crystal, Yin Siew and Sai sai lup's farewell. :D Pictures are on facebook. Thanks to Charmaine. Am being vain here so just uploading photos of me and some which I think finding it amusing or very nice :D Thanks to Charmaine again, there's a DSLR for the farewell and all the pictures are super nice ;)

Firstly, this picture dedicated to our beloved ex-president. :D

Then our lovely secretary Crystal!

teatime 15 director Sai sai Lup <3
the inventor of the character 'malay ghost' XD

and treasurer YIN SIEW!

see how dedicated I am to my work.. even working during farewell.. XD

Who ate the lamp?!

haha this pic looks like what you see when you pause a video. haha

I couldn't stop laughing at his expression!!
EPIC EPIC EPIC
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Oh why oh why can't he just accept our friend request so we could just tag him!!!

i wasn't ready!

:D group photo.

sian, put this your profile picture. I love this :D
ahh!!! this is driving me crazy! I want a DSLR!

keke

This would have look like a picture from a photo shoot if only.. IF ONLY .. I looked nicer. T_T

presenting you.. THE LAMP!! XP

NATURAL look. LOL

'Fa hao' look!

♥♥♥♥♥♥
being vain here. LMAO

I'm FIERCE!! rawr!!

LOL at kimberly!

I was glad it ended happy. This is the last of our memories together, and I'm grateful our last memory together was happy. I'll forever remember this day. And I know you would never forget this special day too. Though from now on, we'll be far apart, but our hearts will always be by your side. Never forget all the trials and tribulations we've been through together. Never forget, that we've once make so many happy memories together. Never forget, that there was so much we've done together. Never forget, that we're doing this for our dreams. Never forget, that these dreams ain't just dreams, they will come true. And never never forget, that you've once had us by your side. ♥

And the last picture dedicated to CHARMAINE, for borrowing such a nice camera and capturing so many sweet memories for us! ♥

Year of US.

2011-01-10T18:16:00.006+08:00

May this year shine :D

Oh~ I've realise I haven't been updating recently. So sorry. I remember wanting to post about camp but .. .. you know.. laziness always manage to find me wherever I go. Well, school started and I'm sitting next to Michelle! :D Good start! Hope my study really gets better under her influence. I'm already slightly influenced by her in paying attention during class though just the first few days of school. and I'm happy about it. Even if I don't understand, I have someone to ask! Thank you so much! <3> we'll really appreciate it this time. :D

All this happiness blinded me for a while and now I realised, there is something you've to exchange for this happiness. And that is that little upsetting problem. Well, I wish it could be solve asap so that this happiness really mean happiness. Last few years have been very hard, with so many emotions, anger, hatred, sadness and everything negative. SO I do hope this could be a new start and I wish this society can strive for the best under my lead. :D *prays* (still not used to it though)

You know I'm having my SPM and stuffs this year, so I really hope I can manage my time well. I want to find a balance in between these two important aspects of my secondary life. I'm greedy, I KNOW. SO I'll try hard, or harder to get what I want and make sure 'laziness' and 'procrastination' hates me :D gambateh!

A Child's Mind.

2010-12-24T00:09:00.007+08:00

Hmm. Next week's drama camp. As usual, am feeling reluctant. So many things have happened since the day I stepped into this world and things don't seem to be what it used to. It doesn't feel the same anymore. The awkwardness is there. I don't feel right anymore doing this. I feel as if I'm forced to do what I wanted to do years ago. To fulfill what my old-self's dream. I don't know. I really don't know. I don't what will happen in these few days. I don't know if that magical spark will come again every time I go there. I don't know if I would feel anything after this whole thing. I don't even know if the feelings are still there. I don't know how am I going to go through these few days. Will it feel like years? Or just minutes?

ha! That was last week. Tomorrow's camp. Yeah, still worried, as usual. Ah. And camp indicates the end of the year. Changed a new blog skin to welcome the new year, though not very anticipating SPM year. I even added music! Please, enjoy. :D It took me forever to make that. New year resolutions? Hmm.. maybe the next post. Or maybe never. I'm sick of taking the time to write them and promise myself to finish it by the end of the year and always ending up doing NOTHING. D: Seriously, I'm very worried about tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the day after the day after tomorrow and so on. This is scaring me. AHHHHH! which reminds me of my chinese oral. Well, I guess.. I HOPE after camp I'll regain my confidence and present my oral well though not well prepared. LOL. *prays* I hope I could get higher marks this time. I don't wanna fail my chinese. D: PLEASE... with a pretty cherry on top. And so may camp go well :D *prays ... HARD*

Chocolate❤ Love

Elle.

2010-12-22T01:01:00.005+08:00

So much has been happening lately. How should I say?

Maybe next time.

Sometimes.. just sometimes..

2010-12-08T16:33:00.000+08:00

Winter Sonata.

2010-12-04T01:04:00.008+08:00

ransacked through mum's cupboard and found all the old korean dramas my mum used to buy and watch them day and night. Well.. since mum isn't letting me buy more of tvb dramas, so I decided watching Winter Sonata again. *grins*

Shame on you if you've never watching Winter Sonata. :D It's one of the best korean dramas then. Then was.. 8 years ago. haha Don't laugh! I'm still young, ok? >v<' Even if you've never watch it, you must have heard of it right? hehe. Or maybe 蓝色生死恋? Was also a famous drama. SAD one. That was also very nice. hehe But it was too old.. not interested. But I remember watching it. Autumn.

Ah~ I remember those days when I was still young, watching winter sonata without knowing what the story was really about... That's why I remember only favouriting the first two episodes where the couples were still in high school and their sweet sweet love. ^^ But now rewatching this gives me another feeling, a familiar feeling :D Since I forgot almost everything, so it was nice watching it. Cried alot. haha. This was why korean dramas were made, right? to make everyone cry. I especially remember the OSTs of the drama.. I could still hum along with it when the music starts. :D They are actually very nice music.. Especially My Memory and the theme song. :D What added to my joy in watching it was 裴勇俊!! 帅吧? keke

Maybe I'll watch stairway to heaven after this. IF .. I have the time. I remember my mum lying to me that the vcd wasn't hers because she didn't want me to watch but study. haha!

*~ When The Love Falls~*

Awaken?

2010-12-03T22:11:00.003+08:00

I guess it's time I fall back to reality. Though this is something I never would wish for.. But I guess it's time. There's so many unfinished problems to solve. I've been giving too many excuses for myself to delay this but when it really does come, I guess it's not up to me to refuse nor reject. I've been living in the castle in the air for days and I guess it's time it should be demolished. ha~~

How I wish I could stay in that dream forever. Somehow, I just couldn't. We'll always, somehow wake up and find out that those happy thoughts were just thoughts.. were just dreams.. and never reality.

It's time, for the bubble to pop.

Swimming Pool

2010-11-22T18:53:00.003+08:00

A little late.. but still have to say.. I had a great time at Eileen's place. Thank you Eileen. Never mind about the ~~mess~~ in your house, I still enjoyed my time at your house. Though we did nothing much, it was memorable. :D

P/s: eileen, take note at the title... keke

Just Like the Stars.

2010-11-22T15:51:00.003+08:00

I'm not hoping for much, but I really don't want this to end. Please.

I wasn't hoping anything, but you gave it to me.

So please, don't ever take it back.

I'll end up in pieces.

Enlightment

2010-11-21T22:00:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, things happens so suddenly you wouldn't know what to do. At that moment, you'll be so shocked you wouldn't believed it just happened and wished that it was just a dream. But it isn't. It isn't. I wasn't supposed to cry. I wasn't. I shouldn't just keep adding on problems for them. They already have enough problems to settle. I'm sorry I've been such a nuisance. Maybe I was too tired, too stressed out. I'm so sorry I caused so much trouble.

This week was.. I don't know. They said Grandma was there to pick him up. I know we're not supposed to be sad, but still... Hearing those chants I can't help but think of those memories, those memories so little I could barely remember any. Though all along he only played a small role in my life, but I thank him, thank him for everything he taught me. and I think he deserved it. To live in forever. :D and forever shall he forget all the pain he have had and live in eternity.

Title-less.

2010-11-11T22:34:00.007+08:00

Had a fun day with meixian and pkay the other day. :D Pictures are in facebook, I'll just upload some here.

I love this dress.. too bad it's too expensive. haiz..

I love my hairband. LOL. random. I know.

Meixian and I

3 of us. I love this.

us. obviously I'm the odd one out here, standing beside 2 pretty ladies.. D:

At Nando's. The food wasn't that good. Plus, it's expensive.

I'm accompanied by 2 leopard ladies. Anyways, I love my expression in the picture. LOL. and I want that DRESS! D:

Meixian has this 'taemin look' here. I see many shots with taemin in this expression. LOL

We look tired LOL.

Ah~ because of all this, I'm very disappointed with some people. I've also thought of her as a good friend, someone nice, always reminding me that there really are friends that don't befriend of you because they need you. But it looks like it isn't anymore. Haiz.

Everybody gossips.

Even I do. Why do I still expect other people not to? I get it now. I've always said to meixian not to care about what people think about ourselves and just be ourselves. It looks like I couldn't do it. What a failure.

Surprise.

2010-11-06T00:44:00.001+08:00

I like the surprise you always get when you bump into someone ;)

Goodnight, beautful.

2010-10-31T21:13:00.004+08:00

Every day, every day I'm surprised that the world has carried on. News is still happening, newspapers are still being made, people are still waiting and talking and making mistakes and creating wonderful memories. Every day I'm surprised anew. Every day, I wonder if anyone realises that time has actually stopped and they're fooling themselves that it is moving forwards.

- Goodnight, Beautiful

Dorothy Koomson

Look at the rings! 0.0

2010-10-28T22:02:00.012+08:00

I always knew. I always did. I just hated to admit it and went on with my life ignoring that little fact. But soon I realised this is way too annoying for me to ignore anymore. I knew all along that I shouldn't be there. I knew all along this was wrong. I knew all along these were selfish people. I knew. I always knew. They were just friends you could play with and not to cry on. What was I even doing staying right there when I knew all along. Maybe it's some of them that I had so many memories with that I couldn't let go. Maybe because I knew if I let this go means our friendship will end. Or maybe even if I end this, it won't affect anything at all. Or maybe our friendship already ended since the day you chose to leave. That I've been a fool thinking this will still work.

About it. Yeah. Other people I don't care, but I was particularly disappointed with your selfishness today. I know, everyone's self-centered, but isn't it too much? Is helping out that difficult for you? Were you that happy seeing us doing everything and with you just crossing your arms standing right in front of us?! aih~ I think I really have to be able to let go of all these tiny tiny stuffs. Suan le. It's not like you never did that before.

I actually feeling better with no one beside me now. No caihui, no ngiam, no eileen. Maybe it's better this way. I could actually breathe for the first time. To sort out lots of things. I'm now thinking about sitting in front next year.. so.. Who wants to sit with me? ;)

`I had a weird dream the other day where SHINee was in my house.

I asked taemin if he would remember me out of all the fans out there.

And he said YESH!!! sincerely. ahahahaha.

Anyway, it's just.. a DREAM. .__________.

He was in this hairstlye, btw. XP

How I wish it was real.. T_________T

A Sunday.

2010-10-25T23:42:00.003+08:00

Went to Midvalley with mummy last Sunday~ :D

I actually wanted to buy the blue shirt with leopard spots.. but decided to buy the flower print, because I think it suits me more~ :D My mum used to have those flower prints on her pajamas. LOL I could still remember.

Green-eyed Monster.

2010-10-22T17:54:00.008+08:00

I don't know what is she. Or is it even an it? When I first knew her, she was just like an angel from heaven. She would be always wearing a halo, and a beautiful long gown and a sweet smile. Always. She would be there for me to share my happiness, she would be there when I want to talk to her. I am always the first to her. She still smiles when I thrown on a tantrum. She appreciates US so much she'll always find a way for US to work out even though everyone tells her there's none. She'll be there. She was always there. But soon, I found out she didn't always did. Sometimes, she could just turn into a ferocious monster. I'm so frightened. She ignores me. She never talks to me. She doesn't even look at me when I talk to her. She yells at me. She doesn't leave any mercy on me and never once fail to take a knife and stab it deep into my heart. She doesn't realise, she's actually killing me slowly.. Drop by drop, my blood come flowing down my body, dyeing my shirt into dark red. Yet, she doesn't see. She'd too occupied on things she thinks matters more. Or maybe she's been blinded by anger and jealousy. She did not know, every night I go home with my eyes welled with tears just because of what she did. She did not care, if what she said was going to hurt me. She did not care. She did not know. She did not realize. And she wasn't the angel when I first knew her anymore. Not anymore, since the day she trampled on her halo and her eyes turned green.

I don't know what am I. Or am I even even an it? When she first knew me, I was just like an angel from heaven to her. I would be always wearing a halo, along with a beautiful long gown and a sweet smile. Always. I would be there for her to share her happiness, I would be there when she wants to talk to me. She was always the first to me. I smiled to her whenever she throws on a tantrum. I appreciate US so much I'd always find a way even though everyone tells me there's none. I was there for her. I was always there. But soon, she found out it was all a lie. I wasn't there all the time. Sometimes, I would turn into a monster, a fierce one. She gets so frightened she dared not come near me. I ignored her all the time. I never talked to her then. I didn't even look at her when she talk to me. I yelled at her. I never did leave any mercy on her and never once failed to take a knife and stab it deep into her heart. I did not realise, I was actually killing her slowly.. Drop by drop, her blood flows down her body, dyeing her shirt into dark red. Yet, I did not see. I was too occupied on things I thought mattered more. Or maybe I've been blinded by anger and jealousy. I did not know, every night she went home with her eyes welled with tears just because of what I said. I did not care, if what I said was going to hurt her. I did not care. I did not know. I did not realize. And I wasn't the angel when she first knew me anymore. Not anymore, since the day I found myself trampling on my halo and my eyes turned green.

If you've been wondering why is she treating you so cruelly. Think again. Haven't you also treated her cruelly before? So let's just accept the fact that not everyone is as perfect as you think they are. You yourself ain't that perfect too. ;D

All along I've been very upset when things don't go my way, or when she just ignores my existence or even forgotten that I was there. I've thrown unnecessary tantrums and caused many unhappiness. Just like what happened today I was pretty unhappy. But then when I went home I just realized that it doesn't matter anymore even if she was wrong, because i was also once wrong. Even if she made more mistakes, it doesn't matter anymore. From now, I'll promise myself, when she leaves me for unnecessary things, I won't get angry. When she gives me that stare, I'll just swallow all my anger. When she ignores me, I'll just take it that she did not hear me. When she comes asking you for something with that i've-done-sth-wrong-to-her voice, I'll just pretend that she isn't in a good mood. When she come asking for my results desperately, I'll just pretend that she's worried about my education. I'll try. Even if I do get very upset, I'll count from 1 to 10 and calm myself down. I'll tell myself that it isn't worth it being angry at someone else's mistakes.

hard to understand, eh? xP

`Like the starlight hidden behind the cold clouds

Misconception.

2010-10-22T16:15:00.003+08:00

Am I weird or.. I actually like watching people argue. I like watching people getting scolded. Not that I hate that person particularly but it's the feeling I always get after the scene. Since I was in primary school, I like it when our class teacher scolds students, especially those big issues. I would always stop whatever I was doing and see what happens. It's just like reading a story, or watching a movie, and the difference is just that it is real and is happening right in front of you. You can say I'm sampat, but I really like it. After the argument, I always learn something. Anything. I'll have flashbacks again and again about what they just did. It sorts of wakes me up and I grow, mentally into a new stage of life, is it called that way? I start to see things in a wider view, never so subjectively anymore. I'll start to think over about that incident when something similar happens on me. And I'll think of a better way to solve the problem. In the end, I just ... become a better person. :D

Being involved in an argument myself does also helped me in growing into a better person, but somehow it just doesn't give an impact as large as those happening on others. I like arguing also, I grow up. Both of us communicate, spill out all the problems we've been facing and solve it immediately. You know, all of us will always have this misconception that argument is good and all of us can communicate. Yes, we can but most of us chose to argue and end it without even trying to make an end to it. That's why, relationships don't work out well.

Well, actions should speak louder than words. Therefore, I'll try my best in creating a good relationship between all of my friends and families. I'll try, real hard. :D

Nowadays.

2010-10-22T00:11:00.003+08:00

Am currently reading Goodnight, Beautiful. I hope I can finish it by next week, since there's not much activities or class anymore except for drama which reminds me I have to type out the script! XP Hmm.. Going to school now is really boring. Nothing much to do. Luckily there's something call FRIENDS in school. If not, I wouldn't even feel like going to school now. Sports competition soon. Am not competing in any of them. I've realised my badminton skills are not improving anymore~ and there were too many of them wanting to take part in the badminton segment, T^T Therefore, I would have to spend my time in class this year. T___________T I wonder if out maths teacher would continue teaching. I guess he will. .______________. Ah, this is actually the best time to hang out with my friends. Unfortunately, I'm injured me leg. ><' Even if I didn't, Meixian will be too occupied with her bf to squeeze in any time for me, as for Eileen, her mum wouldn't even let her. T^T I guess that's left with watching drama shows! :D Okay then.. I'm wait... ... ... ... PATIENTLY.

`Graze

White love.

2010-10-18T18:13:00.004+08:00

I like posting random stuffs nowadays.

Because nothing nice's happening around me that's BIG enough for me to blog it.

I wanna go out!! But my leg.. .____________.

Can somebody, anybody help me?

`Cause it's your good-forsaken right to be loved love loved love

22nd Day of July

2010-10-17T18:26:00.002+08:00

This was in July. It was raining that day. We've made memories. :D Went to Times Square's toilet then came rushing back to the school. Haha.

IGEM

2010-10-16T17:55:00.006+08:00

Haha~ Despite having a bad and sad day yesterday, today was fun. Fortunately I insisted in going to school thought my dad says I could stay at home because my infected leg. Haha. After having class until 10:30am, along with a few teachers we set off to KLCC. Mind you not Suria KLCC. It's Kuala Lumpur Convention Center. And wow was it huge and cold! :D We could even feel the air cond blowing like wind from outside the building. LOL. There were lots fof boots. we got free stuff too. XD But Audrey got cotton candy. T^T Eileen and I only had green M&Ms. There were all these companies having their boots, explaining their green product. There was one where they were showing toners for printing. The guy said it could be eaten and Aunty Hwee Lan went playing with it and it ended up everyone of them got their hands coloured. LMAO. There went paint companies, paper companies, Korea Pavilion, Japan Pavilion and more. It was spread in 4 halls. Unfortunaetly, we only had half an hour to look around. Well, at least we had free stuffs. hehe. Eileen looked like a aunty. Once she see someone giving out something she go running towards them asking them for it. haiz. At least I pretended I was looking around. LMAO. So it wouldn't be that obvious. hahaha After that, we went back up the bus only to realise Liann and Pkay was no where in sight. Luckily they had phones. If not, we really wouldn'tbe able to find them. haha. :D We reached school early and I 'sneaked' out of school before the bell rang. haha. Still, I went in the car and the driver did not move. Then I realised there were cars blocking. In the end, we started the journey back only at 1. =.='

Actually it was quite nice having trips like these. Seriously, I never thought the programme was so huge. I thought it was some cheap exhibition. But THIS proved me wrong. :D And this is so much better than doing recycling jobs! haha

And that's today! :D

We had name tags too~ so cooool.

photos were taken by JiaRong. :D

`This stupid thing called vanity, told me to wait every day,

that if you came to me first, you would apologize.

Like a Puppet

2010-10-15T17:28:00.005+08:00

I used to believe in you so much. I trusted you so much. I listened to you so much. You've thought me so so much. But now did I realise you were fooling me all along, lying to me all along. Like a puppet, I was used for your own benefits. Like a puppet, you've fooled me. Your excuses for your mistakes have I now found out that they were all lies. You lied to me to cover up your lies. Oh, have I been so wrong all along, have I been fooled. This is so ridiculous. I find myself getting cheated by everyone of you when I treated all of you sincerely without a single thought that you all would lie to me. How disappointed. So much for being a friend. I want to believe in you like how I did before, but I just couldn't anymore. Even if it's the truth, I couldn't stop myself from doubting what you were saying. So please will you, stop lying? I can't stand it anymore. Stop it, for us and for yourself. I don't wish to live in a lie anymore with you. Please.. just don't do that anymore, even if it's a white lie.

`I enjoy how SHINee's picture can always match my posts. XD

`Romeo + Juliette

Dream.

2010-10-15T00:31:00.003+08:00

I just hope that one day, my wish for this dream will come true.

No matter how long it takes, how hard it takes,

I'll wait, I'll be strong.

So that one day I could see my dreams come true.

And what is the dream?

Shh~ it's suppose to be a secret. ;P

`Who knows? We might just ...

Being a fool i guess?

2010-10-14T22:11:00.003+08:00

There are times, where I feel like a fool.

Cheated over again again and again by you and yet I choose to wipe it of and forgive.

Now.. when I think back, am I actually becoming too foolish?

The day that went like THIS:

2010-10-13T20:59:00.007+08:00

So after PM test, which was only 945am *gasps*, Mei Xian, Eileen, Caihui and I went to Times Square. Haha. The main reason we went there was not for anything, but for the food we've been dreaming to eat since last month, and that is BBQ Plaza. LOL I know I know I know. But it was really delicious. Haha, never thought we SLIM girls would crave for food that much, eh? hehe. The restaurant wasn't opened that early, so we went for a movie~ Legend of the Guardians. YESH!!! We went to watch a CARTOON. and we LOVE it. ;] Well overall it was some awesome cartoon, with nice slow motion fighting scenes which I think will look awesome in 3D, which... we didn't have the luck to watch it in 3D. D: Still, it's about OWLS, with funny names and awesome fighting skills. Overall I give 8.5/10. It's as nice as How to Train Your Dragon, which is one of my favourite cartoons~

Went to eat BBQ Plaza. LMAO because we made the pot BLACK. I hope the dishwasher didn't have such a hard time washing them. hehe OOPSSIE~ This time, we ordered P-O-R-K! Ah~ we literally went to heaven getting a bite at it. HAHA. Actually, it's not that the restaurant has some recipe to it.. It was just a piece of meat.. I guessed we really were desperate for pork. Besides, we were also very obedient! We finished our vegetables! :D I guess this is one of the random things that made my day today! Didn't take any pictures. We were busy munching our way to heaven. haha.

Then we decided to go to some shop and go sampat again~ LOL

Then Caihui and I went to tuition. Haiz. Only 6 people showed up. Everybody went shopping and both of us... T_________T I should have stayed in Times Square, even if I was alone.. At least I could shop for my stuffs... ah~ Anyway.. Still, I enjoyed today though it was short. Now I realised actually we really don't have to stay together until 4 or 5 every time we shop.. It's actually tiring.. Well this one was short yet memorable. Haha. Next time I'll aim for short yet fun outings. :D

`Hello hello

Love Love Love

2010-10-12T16:26:00.003+08:00

Am thinking of buying earphones~ :D I want Eileen's type. I've never had one like tht before. ;D Btw, this is a very nice mv. Really, Trust me. :D whoever the director is~ wooah This is superb! and Thanks Amanda for introducing this song to me. hehe. The song is also very nice. Oh and, I feel like deleting my chatbox. You'll know why when you see it. Haiz. What did I do?! T___T

SHOES.

2010-10-08T15:33:00.002+08:00

Sometimes things just don't go the way you want it to be.

What can you do?

What can I do?

What can WE do?

All we can do is just lay down and see what are god's plans.

At times you might feel betrayed, devastated or even heartbroken.

But just remember bad times will be over.

Just move on.

Taeminnie!

2010-10-03T18:23:00.006+08:00

hello! hello!

Sucking too much sejarah already. haha~ and I still have so much to study. Yet I'm still sitting here in front of the computer blogging about useless stuff. Haiz. Sometimes, I just don't understand myself. Still.. I'm destressing as my excuse here. So, I'm not gonna be here long because sooner or later I'll find out this excuse is getting more and more stupid. hehe. Am so addicted to seeing Taemin dance these few days. haha. I so love his long hair in lucifer, especially when he tie it up into a pontail! haha, but he cut it and dyed it to orange.. Yup, orange. Weird choice rite? Still, I like him! Btw, am also addicted to their songs now, which I think some of them were really really nice! Try listening to Y.O.U or Jojo~ You'll know what I mean. Onew's voice here is woo~ so damn nice. :D Oh and their new single--- Hello! I can't wait for the mv to come out tomorrow~ Yet yet yet, My heart sinks every time I look at the clock and find out a minute has gone. Ah~ so 矛盾. I guess I'll hope time passes S-L-O-W-E-R.

Life isn't what you think it is.

2010-10-01T18:44:00.005+08:00

Reality. Reality, is cruel. You'll just to accept the fact or not you'll get eliminated. This is what you call life. Hai~ Am so disappointed. All along I've been respecting her so much and now she's showing me how immature she could just be. Now I know you'll just have to keep everything to yourselves when with people you don't really know. Those who you think are your 'friends' aren't actually your friends. They are double-faced. They're fake. One minute they say they like you, the next minute she'll be gossiping at the back of you. Haiz.

Never mind, as long as I've done nothing wrong, these words wouldn't be able to pull me down. You're just so naive to think that you can't kill me those words. Nothing is harming me anyway. You can just continue saying whatever you like. It's your mouth, you're just wasting your saliva. Other people might not even listen to what you say.

Life isn't always what it is. All along we've been living in a bubble protected, but what we have not realise that life is always cruel. and I think it's time we pop the bubble and get to know that life isn't always a rainbow. What can we do if life's full of evil? We'll just have to live with it.

anyways.. HELLO! :D

Y.O.U

2010-09-29T18:07:00.004+08:00

Have Y.O.U ever think of how I would feel?

Pfft, what am I thinking. Of course, Y.O.U wouldn't even care.

How does feel if Y.O.U were in my shoes?

Y.O.U wouldn't even want to try to be in by the looks of it.

Y.O.U cry, I cry. Everybody's crying.

What's the use?

I try to grow, I try to change.

I try to be a better person.

But nothing seems to be working out because Y.O.U are still where Y.O.U are years ago.

Tell me, what am I suppose to do?

Should I just let Y.O.U be as Y.O.U are?

Or should I just leave?

I wonder.... AGAIN.

Y.O.U are causing so much pain to me, yet so much joy.

Hello. SHINee.

2010-09-28T18:46:00.008+08:00

Jane is officially in love with SHINee.

Yup. This is it. I shall die because all this happens just before the exams. Ahhh~

Their comeback this friday. Hello. How NICE. just before the exams. =]

Taemin :D

17 only. I really can't believe it. 1 year of difference only! :D

Key. <3>

Oh how I love his voice. Onew,

Key key key key~ ;D

I like their style. The colorful type, with high sneakers. Oh gosh. haha. Now I don't even know what's gonna happen to my Super Junior now. I don't want it to end like how Sodagreen is now thrown out of my world. T^T

Once Upon A Time

2010-09-25T18:50:00.004+08:00

Currently waiting... waiting.. and waiting... waiting for what? hehehehe.. Shh!

LOL at meixian. You used to look so childish. Oh no, was it like only a year ago? LMAO. Uploading the pictures just to humiliate you and myself for no reason. hehe. And because you think these photos are ugly and refuse to upload it on Facebook. hahaha

Hello Baby!

2010-09-25T00:51:00.005+08:00

Currently watching Hello Baby. :D Haiz.. such wrong timing, watching only when exam is coming. haha. Anyway, I start to like SHINee more and more, especially Key and Taemin!! :D Yoogeun is so so CUTE!! Reminds me of Bernice and Elliot.. I miss them. Still, I should really control myself from watching too much of this. STUDY!

Muahaha.

Oh gosh! Damn I'm fickle.

Sleep.

2010-09-24T01:16:00.004+08:00

I've always thought of sleeping on my bed and never wake up forever. :D

There's just so many things I don't wanna care.

But there's also just too many things I want to care.

Hmm...

2010-09-21T18:02:00.001+08:00

Testing testing.. :D

Malacca- Day 2

2010-09-19T20:13:00.005+08:00

Day 2. Did not sleep well. Because the breakfast in the hotel ends at 10. Went down for buffet breakfast. Had so much food my stomach felt like bursting. DX I'm sure if I gain weight, it's because of this!! Later, we went to Menara Taming Sari, some revolving tower :D Luckily we brought our ICs, we had the ticket price cheaper. hehe.

Took some pictures while waiting for people to fill up the tower. Oh and the whole process, going up, revolving few rounds, and going back down was only 7 minutes. Short eh? My brother actually timed it to make sure it was really as what it stated. The view wasn't very nice. I bet the night view is better. Still we could see Eye of Malaysia, the sea, Malacca river and a SHIP! which will be our next destination. :P

The ship was actually a museum. Yup museum, anyway still it was only RM5. Luckily it was air conditioned. Took a picture of the river which I think will be romantic to walk at night for couples. Haha. Did the titanice pose with mummy. I'm the KING of the WORLD!!! It was still very windy despite the scorching sun.

Went to Jonker Street then. Hehe, Wasn't jammed in the afternoon. Had chicken rice ball for lunch. Saw many celebrities' photos with the boss of the restaurant. Fishy Leung and some other Singaporean artists and many more. Haha. Only managed to remember to take pictures after eating halfway. The cendol was nice except that the cendol was frozen. HARD! Walked along Jonker street. I really love the houses there. They were all long houses but narrow. My dad say he heard a tourist guide said the dutch used to charge tax for the width of the house but not length. So the chinese build it long but narrow. There were new shops inside old buildings, which gave me a surprise. Because the furniture and goods were all new but the interior design of the shop was still how it was few hundred years ago. I like it. Gave me a different feeling. :D Then went into the Baba Nyonya Heritage. They gave a tour for the whole house, which was 3 houses combined as one. It was where the one the Singapore drama Little Nyonya filmed their show. It's what they said, but nowhere inside looked familiar to me. Still, it was the best destination of all in Malacca. Coincidentally, the tour I was in was with a group of 16 high school students from don't know where. The interior design was very nice. Unfortunately, no photos were allowed. I totally recommend this place if you're going to Malacca. See for yourself then because I'm not gonna tell you about it. xP Mummy din went in because she says she've seen houses like this before. Then when I told her the descriptions, then she told me actually grandfather's house also got. Swt.

If you haven't houses like my grandfather's. This is how it looks like. Very fugu. It's 2nd floor of some shophouses build in 1928 in Jasin, Malacca. Went to visit him before we started our trip. Haha, of all my mother's live living in Malacca, she said she've never really went sightseeing in Mallacca town before. =.=' The cat is called Ah Pek, not uncle, as in white in Teochew. haha. She keeps sticking me wherever I go. I guessed I'm such a nice person she sort of knew it through my smell. The stairs down the house are very steep, VERY. Old houses ma, what can you say? hehe.

Next vacation: Taiwan

Time: December 2010

Mood: Can't wait! to shop and sit on an airplane!

Malacca- Day 1

2010-09-19T18:05:00.001+08:00

Of course you should never ever miss going to A famosa when you travel in Malacca. haha. Though I've been there before, it was a whole new experience, since it's with my family. :D The sun was so bright~ So wasn't able to take really nice pictures. Ah the heat there was... ><' Went to some museum nearby. Was only like RM5, so we went in. Unbearable heat. Malaysia should put air-conds in museums.

Ya, I don't understand. I keep asking them sincerely to take photos with me and they refuse... Ah.. Even by looking at the photos, I can feel the heat. >v<>

At night, we went to Seafarer, seafood restaurant by the sea :D We had crab! Yummy! ;P The sunset was very beautiful. Love it. There was no beach as the sea water was very deep, but the scenery was very breathtaking. It was also very windy. By just looking at such a scenery, all the sadness seems to be gone faraway. :D I hope to live by the sea when I grow old, if I could afford. :D

The sea and at the restaurants. There were singers on stage singing songs of those days. Some malay customers were very high and went up the stage to join the singing. I think they were drunk. xP After dinner, we went for drive around. Saw the eye of Malaysia. Too bad it was not operating. Went to the seaside. Many people there. Some fishing, some pak-to-ing. hehe. There were rocks all around. Was very nice. Some seaside I've never seen. :D They were also 风能 street lights along the seaside. :D Had o-jian for supper, if you know what it is. hehe. Wanted to go to Jonker street, but daddy said it was jammed and it's just something like Petaling Street, so we didn't go. ;-/ Went back to the hotel. Slept.

To be continued...

M.

2010-09-15T18:33:00.004+08:00

If you've been wondering where I've been these holidays~ it is MALACCA!

Yeah~ how could I be rich enough to go overseas?

Anyway, still was fun! :D

Belated Birthday.

2010-09-11T16:32:00.012+08:00

Went watching 147凶宅 with my drama club yesterday. Well, it did come come out as expected. The decorations, the stage... everything was grand enough.. But, the actors still lack experience I think. And the plot wasn't good too. Guided by Tammy and Eugene and it came out like this... Hmm.. I hae to think things in another perspective now.. haha. And because of that, the show wasn't the highlight of the day. It was of course YI XIAN!!

Her birthday was supposed to be Tuesday, where we actually planned to go out with her. However, lots of them couldn't make it, which forced the whole plan to be postponed to Friday after the show. I guessed Yi Xian was a little disappointed. ;-/ But I think she isn't now after yesterday! haha.

It was how it when. Agnes, boh and Yin Siew pretended they couldn't make it for her celebration, while Kimberly, Jia En, Xiao Jing and I accompanied her to Times Square. We actually planned to eat BBQ Plaza. However, there were so many people queuing so we decided to eat in Johnny's. We presented her the banana split as her 'b'day cake' and whispered a birthday song for her! :D And I guessed she thought it was over. muahahahaha She was actually contented with it with just a meal. How cute!

I lied to her I had to go to the 8th floor, where it would be the perfect quiet place to celebrate her b'day. As we waited for Agnes to come, we were fooling around. Then came them with the birthday cake. :D Haha~Here it is. Let the pictures speak. photos from Yi Xian and Agnes.

monorail

poor huiting~ her face got cut! D;

Hmm~ Liteng was supposed to come.

Went dining at a restaurant in Petaling Street! Just opposite Confucious. :D

Fooling around

Agnes and I.

In Johnny's. The food was actually so so only.

Haha. We were so fascinated that there weren't any Malays in Times Square due to the festive season and was shocked we were served by Malays in the restaurants. LOL

Ah~ so hungry!

Ah~ so full. XP

Mushroom!!

Vegetables nobody likes. I don't understand. Vegetables are good for health! I love and eat them.

'bday cake'. The nicest fingers are mine. I bet it's obvious. LOL

Squeezing everyone in.

8th floor. Waiting for Agnes. hehehe

Picture of the day!! :D

Here comes the cake! :D

Yi Xian and I.

Random picture of the day!

Sour strawberry!

Were fascinated by the brave pregnant lady who went for the shoot! XD

From 8th floor. Someone said it lookes like a cake. Does it?

2nd random picture of the day!

escalator.

In conclusion, I had a Super Happy day, until I reached home.. Hmm. Not gonna mention it. They never once fail to ruin my day.

Addicted.

2010-09-09T15:03:00.012+08:00

Thanks to Audrey, I get to watch this wonderful tvb drama! :D 鐵馬尋橋 Fistful of Stances. Trust me, it's a super duper nice drama. Made me cry almost every episode, especially the last episode. I couldn't control my tears it came flowing down non stop like tap water. LOL. However, it isn't those sad korean movies type. It's just nice. I don't know why, I especially love dramas from this era. hehe. About the story, you can search it in google, so wouldn't explain much here. Just blogging about how I love this show so much!

Other than that, I also think that they acted well. :D Especially 马国明 and 惠英红. Made me cry so much. What surprised me is that 杨怡 has such little screen time. Hmm.. I don't understand. Plus, it's so damn obvious that 马国明 has more screen time than 鄭嘉穎 and the whole drama revolves around him, why isn't he the main main main character? Not Fair! D:

Overall I love the show very much, better than 富贵门, which I watched last week. Urgh~ Besides the love story between 沙褒仔 and yan, others are just fighting for love and money.. typical typical 争家产 drama.. While this plot is absolutely amazing and emotional to the point I can relate to the series. It's totally a must watch. About kungfu though, still it's about how corrupted the government is.. and of course love and family. The only thing that annoys me is that when all the brothers and sisters are together, they'll make alot of noise it somehow annoys me. LOL. Still, it is quite nice.

I love the short clip of this when it's ad time. :D Gives me so much 'feel'.

胡定欣 is always the bad guy~

young couple in 1912~

hehe~ I love them being a couple. :D

Shuai!

乜都曉教頭

super duper bad guy's here with her wife~ Haiz.. The wife is actually a good person.

And this is what i did for the holiday~ Haiz I know I know I wasted my time, not doing something meaningful.. Oh~ in addition I also watched 絕代商驕, which is also very nice and funny. Hee! I recommend you to watch this too. About business. Oh how I love 麥提爽 speaks english! I lurveeee the accent! :D 黃子華's acting skills are also quite good~

I hope to watch 谈情说案 and 蒲松龄 next~ hehe.. Audrey.. would you please~ a pretty please, with a cherry on top~ lend dvds to me? *begs*

Doesn't Matter Anymore.

2010-09-06T16:31:00.003+08:00

I don't know why, or maybe I've forgotten.. that all these years, I've been nothing but a trash to you. What does this mean? What do you mean? I'm so scared, knowing that you're here an angel but in my back, you changed yourself to a devil and gossip about me. What does this mean? What do you want? I'm dumbfounded, knowing that you're such a person after all these years.. What does this mean? What do you get for all these you've done?

I used to wander at the big blue sky, wondering why, why you did this to me? Does all this fame mean so much to you? Is power really that important? When I see the sky raining drops of tears, my eyes still dry. But deep inside my heart, it's crying so hard asking why have you become to such a person? To such a person I no longer recognise, I no longer understand. When I see the scorching sun shine on me so bright, so bright I feel as if you're the sun trying to kill me slowly, painfully. What does this mean? Why?

Should I feel sorry that you've become such a person, or should I pity myself because I've befriend you?

In the end, you think you've won but actually not. I won for I've came to know the true you and you lost for not being able to wake yourself up from this hopeless dream.

It doesn't mater to me anymore, for I've came to know that crying every day doesn't make you feel guilty, neither does it make me feel better. It doesn't matter anymore, for I've let it go long before you know.

감사합니다 and 申し訳ありません.

2010-08-29T19:36:00.007+08:00

Leaving.. Everybody seems to be leaving. Ah~ I really don't know what will happen when she leaves. Will I be able to coop? Will I be able to forget? Will I be able to get used to an empty sit beside me for the rest of the year? Will we be able to keep in touch? What am I supposed to do?

4 years. Four long years, she's been by my side through thick and thin for 4 long years. One of the longest friendship I've ever had. All along I've taken things for granted and never appreciate her presence. I've always thought her everything was supposed to be. I never knew she would one day leave, just like that.

Anyway I want to thank her for always helping me and always giving all that's best for me. Thank you so so much. She's done too much. And I'm sorry that I've always been a bad friend to you.

I've written alot in that book. So this is just a short one. Thank you. It's been so long. The days with you were happy and will I remember them. :D

Was finding a picture of her with me in my computer only did i realise that I didn't have one. What a lousy friend am I. These were from Shu Li's facebook. :D

Let's just remember the happy days and forget the sad ones. :D

You have my thanks, Cai Hui.

Only For You.

2010-08-26T18:55:00.005+08:00

Even though I call for you and get no answer, I'm still waiting.

I just never thought that I could be so lucky. So may I shop till I drop there, and play till get tired, talk till my mouth gets dry, freeze till I shiver, and enjoy every single thing there. Thanks to Eileen, Mixue and Lifang for "encouraging" me to waste my money.. LOL. no la thank you for everything la!!

I want to learn to speak Cantonese! So many years of watching Hong Kong dramas and yet I still cannot master the language XD haha! And after seeing Lifang and Mixue learning Korean, oh gosh.. I feel like learning them too.. ;D How fickle I am.. LMAO.

Seems like I am not that important anymore. I just don't know how to say this. Is this.. ? Or not? WHY EILEEN?! WHY MEIXIAN?!! WHY DON'T YOU WANT TO SIT WITH ME?! I'M SO SAD... T____________T

Even if I say that I love you a thousand times, even if I say it ten thousnad times.. Even if my heart burns so much that my mouth goes dry. Even I were born again, it's merely only you~ ♥ Only for you.
Why don't you know?! Why don't you get it? that it's just you.

Echoes of the Rainbow.

2010-08-23T17:51:00.006+08:00

Watched Echoes of the Rainbow. What a nice movie. You can really feel like you're in the 1960's. haha The little kid knows how to act. :D Sandra Ng and Simon Yam also did well. and Eileen says the guy very handsome... Where got?

Love the way the camera shoots :D I love it when the little kid wears the fishbowl and run around the streets. Gives you that you're still in your childhood times feeling. And when the bouquet of flower and glass of blood just went dropping on the floor, it gives you that *Ah~ cries* feeling. ha! I just love how the movie gives me that feeling. You'll know what I mean when you watch it. I cried and cried and cried. I love it, though I'm think I'm too fu xian to understand what's the movie to do with time. I love how they potray the lives of a poor cobbler and his family in the 1960s. It's really like traveling back through time. Really gives you that feeling. haha. The songs are also beautifully written. This is the kind of movie that makes me want to be director of movies when I was young.

In the end, the greatest thief of all is time.

Special Perfomances.

2010-08-21T20:53:00.005+08:00

taken from liteng! :D

I used to love it and hate it, and I still do. That's what always happens to things or people you care. You love them so much, but at the same time you hate them so damn much. But at this moment, I just love it. Though I did not accomplish much, but it gives me a feeling of satisfactory when I really saw it happened. Though it ... just ... happened, but I think I'll never forget it like how I could never forget the other memories of them.

Thursday was just.. ah. don't know how to describe it.. just beautiful. Though it wasn't perfect but it was very meaningful. I'm so grateful to everyone of you who took the time to stay back almost every day to practise, practise and practise. All of you did not chose to give up. You all have done well. I'm just so so so glad. Everything went smoothly. Ah, thanks to all so much. We had so much extra time later and so many crazy incidents happened. hehe. For once in such a long time, I didn't have to rush back home at 5:20 and get to enjoy myself with everybody. You know, I was always hoping I could get closer to all my juniors and I'm so happy I did. :D

Today was the singing competition and the instrument talent thing competition. ahh~ Kylin and Jessie surprised me!! I love the beat-boxing! and and and 2 different tears! *2! 2!* :D Anyway congrats to our class for winning the first price! I seriously love the chinese song more, but why so short? The english one was... ;-/ But oh I so love Sarah and Yiechinn's voices! Anyway, was looking at those people playing the piano, reminds me of days where I used to have piano classes. kind of miss it. ;-/ Saw guys playing the piano and suddenly thought of that I shall have a boyfriend who can play good piano when I grow up! :D That would be a plus plus!! :D Then when I got back home, as soon as I used the computer I saw a picture of Kyu with the piano! :D What a coincidence. Can't wait to see a video of him with the piano~ >v<

I'm starting to feel a wall building up

that's getting thicker day by

day between us.

What's wrong?

Nothing.

2010-08-14T21:00:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to say. I don't know what to do anymore. hai.. Looks like I'm still a naive girl, a real childish immature girl. Ah. I'm so tired. When will this ever come to an end? a real end?

Up shall I go... with tears.

2010-08-09T18:00:00.003+08:00

After a year waiting to watch UP~ I finally watched it! Though it was some time ago, but I was bored today and decided to look back at my old posts and saw that I was once so excited in wanting to watch it. And so I did. :D Love it. I cried, because his wife passed away. Even Eileen said she din cried much. Coincidently, Joanna asked me today if I cry easily. Surprisingly I said I am. And now I wonder (again), since when I become so weak?

When the day comes...

2010-08-08T16:15:00.003+08:00

Haven't been seeing her since February. Suppose I should meet her in June, but I didn't. Of all the years she's been away, I thought time could wash away my love for her. All along I thought it was nothing. But all of a sudden, I just burst into tears. I guess I've just been keeping it in my heart. And today, it just came. I don't know I don't know why. I just miss her so much. Maybe she'll be back after her college. But what about university? Where in the world will she be flying to that time? I don't know. I just guess I've just let the times where we could be together slip. How useless I am. Other families have a very strong bond between themselves. I wonder if we will ever have them. Though to her, I might just be a useless and annoying sister, but to me, she's my role model. Ah, how I miss her... I wonder when will we be able to sleep together again, talk our hearts out again, joke about our inside jokes again, fight again and just do everything together again? I wonder..

I just... ... wonder.

New Born Lady Jane.

2010-08-04T22:07:00.007+08:00

Thinking of killing some people nowadays. Ah~ so frustrating. I think I've been throwing various tantrums causing everybody to be unhappy. Hai~ I'm sorry. But some of you just just JUST annoy me so much I feel like grabbing a knife and stab on you again and again. Hearing you beg me will be the best time of my life. wahahaha~ LOL. I think I'm going crazy of all the coursework and unnecessary pressure some people are giving me. I am so damn tired getting scolded everywhere again and again because of the same thing. I know okay? I understand. haiz. Guess some people will never understand it forever. I may be naive, but aren't you worst?

And here am I. The new me, with braces. By Kylin. Am so ugly. T^T I know. But nevermind, I won't be anymore then. hahaha. Have been receiving quite some attention because of my braces. The first question everyone asks is: Is is painful? Oh OF COURSE It's PAIN!! Anyway.. This was from the dikir barat last Saturday with our friend 'GEE' a.k.a known as Cikgu Mazlina. HAHA. I picked the wrong sarung. It was ugly. T_____T And Meixian, as you wished. This is the first ever picture of me with braces with YOU. Happy?

And it's already August. How?

Love for life.

2010-07-31T19:20:00.005+08:00

Going stupid and crazy again. First, from Meridien then to Shaw Parade, then to Midvalley!! Ahh~ exhausted. Spend most of the time traveling. How sad. How how how SAD. Btw, watched toy story 3. Okay, I take back for what I say about not wanting to watch it and think that it wouldn't be nice, because it came out quite good and seriously FUNNY! haha. I didn't understand why I went to the drama speech. For emiko, maybe. Learnt new stuffs, but was late there and even left early. Luckily it was only RM3.

Meridien. We almost din get to have free buffet lunch in it. ><' But luckily we did after all. hehe

Meixian's spaghetti.

Meixian's ice-cream.

Meixian's fondue.

Wanna know why every of the food are meixian's? Because she ate alot!! XD no la. It was her camera ma, plus mine's in my phone, and I'm lazy to post it out. Hehe

There were lots of mirrors in Meridien. This spot is nice. Mirrors along the corridor on both sides. It was some sort of tunnel :D With red and blue pictures of lights as ceiling. Thus, giving you the pink effect!!

I look tall here. :D Know why? because my skirt is short. =.=' Why am I telling you all these?

Mirror at the lift. haha.

Mirror along the way to the parking.

Told you there were many mirrors.

Behold pictures of 2 stupid lame ladies. Skip if you want to, but don't if you're here to spy for pretty ladies. XD

Trying out clothes at SEED while waiting for my mum. Now I remember, ate the spaghetti meixian recommended and was so full for the whole night!! ><' And my mouth tasted like garlic. Eww.

Slanted eyed girl vs. pregnant lady.

I look like some immature girl wearing the SO SO mature sunglasses.

OMO!! OMO!!

funny lady vs. silly WOMAN

acting stupid.

Imitating the SEED models' posed. HUNCHBACK! LOL

take 2.

random one.

haha.

See the color difference? I edited it!! :D

Ahh~ how emo..

Ah~ how blissed!

Meixian bullied me!! T^T

sotplak! XD

Hai.. I envy her long hair..

flower girl Jane vs. sexy long legs Meixian.

Innocent Jane vs. Cunning Meixian.

Look at her smile..

hmm?

The white dress was something like a toga, soo I made the pray sign! XD

eyebags. >.<''

ugly one. haiz. don't even know why I'm putting this here. LOL

kap zai-ing! naughty naughty!!
Was saying goodbye to my tiger teeth. Bye.. *sobs*
She wanted back to back, and look at me!! ><'
Was a great day, and was pretty full the whole day long. Ate ALOT! TOO MUCH. haha. How we wished Eileen was there too. Will wait for the day to come. :D haha. Love posting lots of pictures and write little words nowadays. By the way, cheer up meixian. everything's gonna be fine. Let's just make this a lesson learnt and don't trust her so much anymore. :D

Ice-skating.

2010-07-24T19:06:00.005+08:00

Er.. This was some time ago.. Was too lazy to update my blog then and photobucket was lagged.. So.. haha. Anyway, spent loads of time editing these photos~ :D Mind you, the reason why we look so pretty here is not because I edited it.. It's just the color and lighting stuff only. XD Pictures are in random order.
Btw watched Prince of Persia, which was so damn nice. I don't understand why meixian said it wasn't when she watched with Junhann. Maybe she was busy doing something else? XD Not telling you the details. Realised I was a fool all along writing such a looooong post about movies when you can get it in some other website. LOL.

Eileen and I :D

Meixian and I.

As always, our pretty woman.

Eileen awkward pose #1.

Food!!

Lettuce, which I don't understand why meixian refuses to eat it. It's good for our health, girl. Especially raw ones.

Meat.. Yum yum!

My head is sticking out for no reason.

Hmm..

mmm... :D

Love Eileen's hair.

My fringe in front made me look like some girl with less hair.

Eileen awkward pose #2.

Eating again.

Hearts.

Some japanese doll in front of some japanese shop.

Hmm.. I look short here. Why?! T____T

Meixian is obsessed with the japanese doll..

I look even shorter now! ><'

Before ice-skating.

Eileen awkward pose #3

Eileen awkward pose #4

By the way, there was this lame guy who had nothing better to do, came HARASSING meixian when we were skating. He kept on telling her to get out of the rink because her shoe laces weren't tight well.. again and again. It seemed like he was one of the workers there I think, and he was like playing with her.. Haiz... And after n times of harassing her, I decided I should do something. And when he CAME AGAIN disturbing meixian, telling her her skating shoes weren't worn properly, I ding hui him:" Her jeans are covering the shoes, how do you know?!" which is true.. But he insisted, and pulled meixian. Luckily, thank god, someone accidentalyy kicked his leg!! wahaha! It's pain by looking at him. I swear it wasn't me who kicked him, which although it seems so.. But I did now, my leg was on the ice the whole time.. And so we left.. Haha. dai sei. And it came out that he REALLY isn't a good guy according to hui chi, because he's Amanda's skating friend. HMPH!

Meixian ah meixian, keep your 电人的眼睛 for junhann. Don't attract unnecessary people. The last time we went ice-skating also like that. XD

Ah, and I met a very nice who helped us in the rink. She even accompanied me to find eileen and meixian when I loosed tracked of them. She looks like the kwang hua 'goldfish'. She's such a sweet girl, didn't even got a chance to ask for her name. 有缘再见~ hehe.

:D Fitting room.

I'm like meixian's photographer. Huh?! You think I'm your kooli a?!

Hunchback because the shirt is too big. Trying to hide it. XD

Junhann, please don't get jealous.

Woo~ I love my nail color here. :D So natural.

Mummy bringing kid to shopping! LOL

Mummy! But this dress for me!!

Hmm.. maybe it isn't that worth it after all.

Sexy BACK!

Here am I revealing.. Meixian is a narcissist!! ROFL. Cannot tahan la..

Eileen went back after ice-skating, so she missed trying clothes with us... T____T Hope days like this happen more and unhappy days happen less. :D

Sometimes...

2010-07-24T16:04:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I just wonder if what I'm doing or what I've been doing all along is right. There are just times when so many people tell you you're right, and yet you still am persistent with your choice. But when too many people say so, you start to doubt, am I really right? AM I?

Sometimes, nothing seems to be going right. This week has been.. I don't know how to say about it. I think maybe because we are really best friends already, that we start to take things for granted. Every time, you'll expect this to happen and that to happen, you expect that she would do this and that. But when she doesn't do what you expect her to do or things did not happened the way you want it to be, you blame it on others. But have you ever thought, that it was all because you just overestimated everything? That you predicted everything wrongly? She did no wrong, which I think, why do have to blame it on her? To you, she may be your everything, but to her, it might not be that way. Life don't just revolve around yo and her, There's still me and everyone else too. Why do you have to be so stubborn? It is inevitable that sometimes one of us could get hurt and sad, then you'll just either tell everyone about it and find a solution or just keep it to yourself and forget about it. Don't just sit there and pretend that nothing happened when something really did happen and you're not willing to get over it. This makes you and the people around you suffer. You may not know how it feels as a friend when these kind of situation happens. Try not to be so naive anymore, the world is not going to be how you want it to be. It doesn't mean that when I work 100% that I'll get 100% of the reward. Yeah, there are some things that I can't tell you face to face because I know it hurts and you might not even listen. But these kind of situations happens too often, and everyone else is suffering. And every time it is us that make the first move to solve everything. If ever one day that we've decide not to do that anymore, then will you be just upset with us forever because of that tiny little problem? That you wouldn't even try to make the first move because you expect us to, because you think we ought to do that? In your perspective, we're wrong, but we don't know, how are we ever going to apologize when we don't even know why? And when the problem's solved, we're supposed to make sure that we know our mistakes and not repeat it anymore. But you still do and it's because of the same reason. WHY? Have you not remembered what happened during the last incident? Why can't you just spit it all out?! We're not gonna be happy just because you're not telling us anything. We still know, okay? I'm just tired, of having to go through the same thing over and over again. Aren't you? I really don't know what I can do already if this happens again.

Sometimes, everything seems wrong. You're not trusting me. Why? I don't know. Maybe sometimes 3 is not such a good number. Everything come is even number and there's always not enough for me. Or I'm the one left out. Maybe I'm not even suppose to be where I am now. Sometimes when I'm left out, I can't help feeling down. But everything seems fine now. I'll just have to get over it, because everything people invented could come only in pairs, like earphones, sits in buses, toilet passed etc. LOL Not anyone's fault. Anything in three? Hmm... Ah!

US! :D

Sometimes.. I just love US.

Leon and Peggy wedding's tea ceremony.

2010-07-21T21:12:00.004+08:00

And now, Leon and Peggy's wedding's Tea Ceremony! :D I know you've been waiting long~ hehe

Here you go. Let the pictures tell the story. Will be a short post with lots of pictures.

Nice view from our home.
LOL. This is totally random.
In the hotel. Dad and mum. :D
Mum's camwhoring. LOL
Mum and I <3
:D
We were just about to leave for the tea ceremony in my aunt's house.
XP
Nice one.Bernice found a grasshopper and showed us. XD
Oo~ Car's here. It's Porsche. Rich rich rich. Only 2 seats in it, so Leon drove his bride. SWEET!
Saves it because Bernice is cute. XD
Peggy and Leon ❤
Taking photos and waiting....
LOL.
Focus on Elliot. XD
This too.
This three. XP
This four. Cause I look ridiculous. but he's just so CUTE. 8 years old and yet so damn comel!
Looking through the wedding photos.
:D
My bro looks nicer when not looking at the camera. LOL
SEE!
Nice lights!! SO damn pretty. and swirling staircase. don't know how u call that. XD Such a nice house. I want to live in some house like this.
From above.
Gu gu and Uncle Jason.
Ahh~ Dai kam zie blocking. ><'
necklace.
Wearing it.
Nice.
Hmm?
where you looking at?
Waiting for tea.
Same.
Dai kam zie. See so cute, there's plastic cups for weddings. And mum say she saw gugu washing them after the ceremony to reuse. Ahh~ see how people care about the earth, I should do for for earth. XD
I love her wedding dress.
Dai pak and Aunty Alice.
I love the shot.
For popo and gong gong.
yi pak and Aunty Susan.
Mum and Dad. Know why their's always flashlights the other side? Because they hired a professional camera man!! XD
Mum said the tea was sweet, resemblance of sweetness in their marriage. :D
Ang paus!
Thong suk and Aunty Joanne. She was looking good that day.
Dad's cousin. Forget how to call her. paiseh. XD
Bernice took this picture~ that's why Peggy noticed the camera. LOL
Bernard and Sherry. She's so beautiful :D
ah! and they're getting married the November! :D Another wedding to attend. hehe.
Random. Cze Yang and Bernice.
Angpau!!
Look------>
at his happy face after taking the angpau! XD
XD

us.
blek.
mum and dad
where you looking at mum?

Family.
Ahh~ Cze yang's room. He's the youngest and yet gets the largest room. XD See. bamboos to divide the toilet and his bed. Ah, but he didn't make his bed. haha
LOL
Was bored.
As you can see
Elliot is glued to the computer watching SEA MONSTERS and playing Fishville.
He seemed to have an interest in fishes since young. hehe
Oh, I stretched my arm to hold the camera, and he was cute enough to imitate me. LOL He wasn't holding the camera either. Just hanging it in the air. COMELNYA!
The couple in the car~

I wonder why they chose pigs.
I remember when it was William's wedding, they used teddy bears, and the female bear's skirt kept on flying up when driving. LOL XD
Mini fountain. :D

If only Michelle was here.

The end for now. Wedding dinner post yet to come. :D Please wait.... patiently.

Ran a dome.

2010-07-20T00:57:00.006+08:00

Right I should be updating about the Leon and Peggy's wedding. but why have I not? The answer is : Laziness. Ha! You've conquered me again.

Feeling depressed these days. I should have done this I should have done that... but I didn't right?! So what is done is done, let's just let it past and make sure you do everything without regrets. Let's just hope.

Gah. was suppose to get my braces done on tuesday. However, came Miss Malar reminding us that we're having our NSW. WTH?! What to do?! I should have checked the dates. See, not doing something you should have done. So, I don't know if the nurse will get pissed and scold me during the next appointment. Let's just hope, she doesn't. Okay?

P/S: I think I love Donghae more and more now. XD

Evidence:

Ah~ *v*

*dies*

I'll love you.

2010-07-16T14:54:00.003+08:00

Hey guys! Miss you so much. I'm in Penang now. Hope everyone's fine. :D And take a look. See what my little cousin Bernice showed me! Sweet. Try watching it. :D Got a dinner to catch up. Bye :D

Around the World in 8 Minutes

2010-07-10T01:34:00.005+08:00

Right after exams, Eileen and I decided to travel around the world for our honeymoon. So this was how it went...

Ahhh~

Such beautiful sunset...

but we have to leave..

Ooo~ We're in Egypt already. No wonder, it's so damn HOT!! Look at Eileen. XD

Behold! The Queen of Egypt!!!

in uniform?! haha

Next! K2! Cooooooooooold~

*shivers*

Freeeeeezing~

Here we are, feeding camels~

NO!!!! Don't come near me!! DX

Spiny forest in Madagascar~ :D

And this was our journey around the world in 8 minutes!! Fast? I know.. hehe.. :D Enjoyed it, Eileen? I know you did. Haha. Will remember our honeymoon. :D haha I know I know you're complaining it's too short... But we haven't married already have honeymoon, even mx and jh married and gave birth to a teddy bear also don't have... We shouldn't complain that it's too short, right? Hehe Muackz...

No Other than Super Junior

2010-07-08T14:57:00.008+08:00

Ah~ No Other mv is finally out... I was waiting and waiting every day, hopin that I would come back home, on the computer and see that the mv is out. And FINALLY, here it is!! So it came out in the exam week.. Just as I was going leave the computer yesterday and I saw THIS!! Wohahaha~ Then I ended up watching it again and again till I realised I still have exams!! haha~ Anyway tomorrow's PM so I'm not going to care. hehe.

The whole mv was so beautiful~ I wasn't expecting something like this. As you seeing their repackaged album was so 'DARK'. I really wasn't expecting so HAPPY. I love it anyway~ White backgrounds and little little love stories. :D I especially love yesung's one. Balloons and balloons and balloons. Colourful balloons~ And I admit he's so darn handsome with the eyeliners. :D 2nd would be Kyuhyun~ Ahh~ mosaic of a heart on the street. So sweeeeeet~ Ah~ Such a pity he wasn't in the dance. It would then be perfect. :D But anyway, he looks so nice at the ending. His hair looks so nice now, not like in ver. A. Am I crazy or... because I love enjoy seeing him bite his lips~ XD Oh gosh I love seeing them wearing boots. Hehe. And usually Heechul just don't excite me, but seeing him wearing specs is sooo so cool! He looks so happy here. He's always having his mood swings even when performing live... This is so different... Plus, the library scene is nice, because the library looks nice. LOL And and and, Ryeowook is so cute when washing the car~ haha. The pants he's wearing when washing the car is nice. I would like to have that kind of car when I earn lots of lots of money. So small and cute. Donghae with the rose and basketball~ ah.. *faints* His black shirt is like falling to the left, falling to the right when he's dancing... hahaha Anyway, Eunhyuk looks nicer with his hair down.

Suddenly thought of the times before I was a fan of them. I was so damn anti-kpop especially super junior. I didn't know why. They used to give me a bad feeling. I guessed I didn't really understand these people. hehe. Now I'm blissed to have known them. :D And now, I feel like going to Korea so much. :D I've never been so crazy over idols before. Even Sodagreen wasn't that crazy~ hehe.

Eclipse tomorrow with Agnes. And shopping with Eileen and Meixian. :D Can't wait.

No Other than No Other

2010-07-03T17:10:00.007+08:00

Ohhh~ I'm loving their new song so much!! I love their cowboy look. So nice. And they're smilling so much in the video. Kyuhyun's smile totally killed me.❤ And though donghae was only wearing a simple t-shirt and jeans... He looked awesome. :D OMG, this is too much for me... I've to concentrate in my physics.. I'm already failing my maths, not physics please. So just hope their mv will come out only after the exam. :D This song is just so sweet.. :D

I'm so going to get their repackaged album! By the way, I love their new song 'A Short Journey'- Lyrics by Eunhyuk and composed by Donghae. Sweet!

Hmm~ :D

Nice!

Sexy~❤

ahh~

OKAY! DONE! STUDY!!!

Only did I know when she said it, how foolish I am~

Queen of Nothing.

2010-06-27T13:50:00.006+08:00

Behold! The queen!

What? The queen needs to go to war?

Take a ride on the monorail instead of a royal cart?

and eat ice kacang in the street? and not in some grand hotel?

Hmm.. Is she really a queen? haha

Tea.

2010-06-19T22:39:00.004+08:00

Feeling heavy after Teatime-17. So many happened in such a short time, 3 days 2 nights. Tired of course, but am am happy that I actually joined in this journey with them to perform.

Teatime 17 is actually special to me. It's the first time I ever did something else rather than performing. Once I stepped onto the stage, having spot lights shine on me, having so many familiar people around me, lots of memories of Teatime 14 and 15 came gushing in my mind. I just miss the times we've had together. I remember the day we performed TONG YAO very clearly, heavy make up with mascara itching my face, with a tired body, waiting nervously in the backstage, and ending it with tears of joy. I remember thee day we performed LING LIU LING SAN, tight baju kebaya, having to make up by ourselves, having so many unfinished props yet to be done, getting scoldings from Amelia. I remember and I really do, remember. Though these memories may not all be sweet, but it's the kind of bitterness you find in sugar. Being able to be one of the best female actresses may be an honour, but I feel more proud to be able to finish this memorable journey with you all. And of course I will never forget Teatime 17. Though spot lights no longer shine on me, but I am still happy that it is your chance now to shine, and together we SHINE! :D

And thank you so much for giving so much to us without expecting anything in return. And I'll wait for the day to come, and I too, believe that our relationship wouldn't just end like that. Tears always come flowing down my cheeks when these incidents happen, never will it stop. But I know one day, these tears will be tears of joy. And I will wait for that day to happen. I will..

Words just couldn't explain how I always feel when I'm in the circle, it's really a very wonderful journey I had and I hope it will never end. And this once again reminded me again why I wanted to join this club, and I feel very blessed that I've chosen to continue this road. If I could go back to the past for 100 times, for 100 times will I choose this, because this is such a wonderful place. Though the road may not be straight and clear, but you get to see flowers on the way. :D

When You Believe

Many nights we've prayed

With no proof anyone could hear

In our hearts a hopeful song

We barely understood

Now we are not afraid

Although we know there's much to fear

We were moving mountains long

Before we knew we could

There can be miracles, when you believe

Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill

Who knows what miracles you can achieve

When you believe, somehow you will

You will when you believe

In this time of fear

When prayers so often prove(s) in vain

Hope seems like the summer birds

Too swiftly flown away

Yet now I'm standing here

My heart's so full I can't explain

Seeking faith and speaking words

I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles, when you believe

Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill

Who knows what miracles you can achieve

When you believe, somehow you will

You will when you believe

They don't (always happen) when you ask

(Oh)

And it's easy to give in to your fears

(Oh...Ohhhh)

But when you're blinded by your pain

Can't see your way straight throught the rain

(A small but )still resilient voice

Says (hope is very near)

(Ohhh)

There can be miracles

(Miracles)

When you believe

(Lord, when you believe)

Though hope is frail

(Though hope is frail)

It's hard to kill

(Hard to kill, Ohhh)

Who knows what miracles,you can achieve

When you believe, somehow you will(somehow,somehow, somehow)

somehow you will

You will when you believe

You will when you

You will when you believe

Just believe...in your heart

Just believe

You will when you believe~

Sharing it here. :D You should know what it means.

and here. These are the clips of Teatime15 by young's sister. :D Lots of memories kept in there. Hope you enjoyed it. I'm the one in the orange kebaya. Haha. Can't stop laughing at myself when watching this.

MODNAR

2010-06-08T09:38:00.008+08:00

Surprisingly I've been waking up quite early during the holidays.

Hmm...

Maybe because I've been sleeping early...

Hmm why so?

Went to the dentist yesterday.

X-ray. Mould.

Will be getting my braces SOON.

Say bye to my tiger teeth.

But for now, it's still here. ;-/

Like his hairstyle like this.

Random. yeah. I know.

Have you tried dried guava?

because it's yummy! XD

Can't wait till sunday,

but I don't want my holidays to pass by too fast..

How?

Sunrise?

2010-06-05T18:14:00.011+08:00

Sunrise or sunset?

Am having this urge to update my blog, but nothing pops up in my mind. My holiday plan was to have fun before exams, but looks like it's now full with tuitions and drama. Well, at least I could have fun in drama with them. :D And my plan to finish my unfinished dramas failed. T^T How tragic.. Michelle's not coming back this holidays.. all because of ... Haih. I don't know why, I just feel like staying at home this holidays, finishing tons of my homework, revise a little, watch some tv, use the computer.. and just R-E-L-A-X~ But it looks like it is never gonna happen. Haih. But i just hope, really hope I can relax. It's been a month already I've been running here and there, doing this and there, and now it seems like there's no ending to it. What to do, I chose it at the first place, I cannot complain nor can I blame anybody. I guess it's 2 months of work, including the exams. Well, jane.. just stay strong. Everything has an end. You'll just have to endure with it. It's just the same like doing few hundreds of star jumps. You'l just have to tell your mind to stay strong and you will finish it! YES! go go go JANE!!

I hate that you ignore my presence. Shout at me if you're upset. Don't treat me like I'm nothing. And one thing, this is something we share, it is not yours nor is it mine, so please do not order me when I should stop using it because it is not yours at all. You have no rights at all to tell me what to do ay all. You disgust me. Every day I come back home tired and noise is the last thing I want, and there you are shouting screaming like nobody's business. It's not a matter at all. So please stop all these unnecessary cryings!

It's sunset. I like sunsets. That just proves that I'm a pessimist.